That was “Life Less Ordinary" but it seems like the link is no longer working.. Actually it’s a REALLY REALLY LONG bdsm mcshep fic but there was a chapter in which they both were ‘hurt’ and there was Kolya and I wasn’t really reading that chapter I was just scrolling the most part but what I saw made me cry anyway T________T
PS: I like Rodney in pain too but only when it’s John hurting him and when they both enjoy it (◉‿◉✿)
The story is still available on Puddle of Goo’s LiveJournal. You can find the index here.
Btw, thanks, I may read first 9 again someday @_@